When I decide which way to go. I
find myself in the same place.
I know I would be content with
yesterdays memories, only to find
some of them or slowly
fading.
Where will it finally lead? Do I
just sit and let life pass on bye?
It seems like life takes you for a
ride and then drops you off,
like you are nothing but a piece
of trash on the street.
With each new day I sit,
watch and wait to see what the
day will
bring.
There use to be gentle voices you
would hear whispered in
your ear calling your name. Now
I sit in my lonely room,
feeling sad sometimes thinking
about things that use to be.
The dark shadows have no place to
go for I feel like I have
done the best I could. When you
give all you got, even your
heart and soul it doesn’t stop the
hurt that you are feeling as
life takes you one more step
downward.
How much more can you take?
Sometimes we even wonder
if life is worth living. Friends
tell us will be ok, yet they don’t
know the pain you feel, despair,
and depression that sits on you
like a ton of bricks, that even a
bulldozier you feel could not move.
You hang your head down and cry
hoping will make you feel
better. But you find it only
makes you more upset.
Then you ask the question
Why Me? Haven’t I been thur enough?
Will it ever come to a point where
I will be happy again? What
will tomorrow bring? What
happened to my hopes and dreams?
Is this what life is going
to be from now on?
I find myself thinking about the
questions and fine I can answer
them myself maybe not in the
right way but seems to help relieve
the depression life has throwed my
way.
Why me? Is a very hard question to
answer yet I feel there is others
in this world that has more
heartache and pain then me. Yet I hope they
can seek their answers as I tried
to find mine. Why me? is one question
we will never know, for only God
can answer that for us. We can only tried
to unchain our heart so we can
cope and be free.
Haven’t I been thur enough?
Sure I have in my mind, and I am not sure
have much more I can take, but one
thing for sure I will fight for what I
believe in. I have to think
positive..There will be I know more hurts that life
is going to throw my
way.
Will it ever come a point when I
will be happy again?
Sure there is, someday I am going
to be just as happy as before.
Just have a positive
Attitude on life. I have found out
that life is not given to you on a
silver platter you have to make it what you
want it to be..If you get up
thinking today is going to be a bad day. Then more
or less it will
be.
What will tomorrow bring? That
only god knows, but if it does come then
make it better than
yesterday.
What happened to my hopes and
dreams?
My hopes and dreams our still with
me, for if I give them up I would not
have nothing to fall back on in
this life. No one can take your hope and dreams
from you. Work towards your hopes
and dreams and you can achieve.
Is this what life is going to be
for now on?
NO! For I am not going
to let it..my life is what I am going to make it and I
choose
not to be down and out all the
time..I want to be happy carefree..So this is what I am going to do..Throw open
the curtains and let the sunshine in and take life as it is given to me..for
that is all I can do..Try to make it better. The sun can take away the
storm clouds sometimes. But remember even after a storm it clears and
things are brighter too. That is what I have to remember. Life is
not easy but you can cope if you take
your life in your hands instead of
letting it get you down. And all of us are guilty
of
it at one time or more. I am not a
religious freak but I believe in God, and I find
myself sometimes asking him
Why?, But he is there to listen and it gives me
strength
to talk to him. He is there
for me when no one else is...
Can I Cope With Life 
